Lynn, I don't think you're going to like my answer because like you, I've been impulsive when I've fallen in love with something. The rule of thumb is never to make major decisions while in a fear-based state whether it's anxiety, grief, etc. In this case, I hear excitement driven by anxiety. There's a lot to consider which you and others have mentioned that could cause huge buyers remorse and getting rid of the piano you love while in this confused state could turn to huge disappointment. I say don't buy it until you're calmer and reasonable. Whether it's gone or you get it at that point, you know the adage. It was probably meant to be.