As am I. It looks like as soon as they tell us what they want, they steal it away so we're left flailing. I'm fed up. I'll read when I can, write when I can, and engage when I can and hope that everything falls into place. I'm on a tight deadline with my children's book (trying to get it out before Christmas) and my mental health is suffering, too. It would be nice to be making money for our efforts.